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December 05

I Scared To Work

Finally last Friday start working in my new company. First day they pass me a cookie product website to do. I need to come out the layout design. I been long time didn't design website. My brain really stuck that day. I just manage to come out a rough layout that what they ask me to do but the art director seem like not so satisfied what I did even myself too.


The weekend passed but I still haven't come out any design yet. I was really scared. This morning I felt I'm like a small kid not dare to go to school. I really feel like want to give up. But change a new job is what I always wanted. Maybe I apply for a wrong post. Maybe a producer more suitable for me? I not sure...

This morning my left brain really got so pain. I really put to much pressure to myself. Lucky today I got something to show. Hope I will get to use to the working environment soon & really improve myself. But now I still thinking web designer not really suitable me.

November 23

Gastrophageal Reflux Disease

Monday, I went to HUKM. I already lost count how many times I went to hospital for my blowed tummy problem. Earlier from my blood test they said I got Helicobacterpylori in my stomach. Now doctor said is Gastrophageal Reflux Disease (GERD).

Finally, this time doctor send me to scrub. For the last few times doctor only give me some medicine to eat. I been eating pills that doctor given for few months. After the scrub test doctor ask me to do another test which you seen in the picture. I also not so sure what the test for. I need to carry the thing for whole day even cannot take bath! Now need to wait for the report & finish taken another new medicine then only the doctor will tell me the result.
November 18

Consequences of Download HP Game

I was so free yesterday... while flipping a magazine suddenly attracted by few pages advertisement of download ring tone, wallpaper, games...

I'm using my brother's Nokia N-Gage but there's only one game (Bomber Man) inside. Tried to download some new games but end up downloaded but unable install. Fine... forget about it. Stick to Bomber Man.

Next day only realize my handphone keep sending some strange advertisement MMS to my contacts in my phonebook. Can't believe this happen! Quickly call friend to ask... My friend told me this happen to many ppl. Newspaper reported before. Shit!!! All I can blame is myself never read newspaper! Until now still sending every half an hour. Hope tomolo Sat the center open... or else I got to wait until Mon only able to call the center to solve it!
November 16

Helpless

Work in a small company have to capable to do everything... OneLegKick!
  • Yes, I learn to draw storyboard in college.
  • Sure, Give some simple description for the storyboard (usually after that it will pass to freelance copy writer to refine & complete).
  • But, I never imagine I can become a script writer!
I glade that the client really love my writing(my Chinese standard is the best in office). Ask my boss must bring me along to the meeting.
Client: "You study in 'Du-Zhong'?"
Oswald: "No, I study in 'Guo-Zhong'."
Client: "'Guo-Zhong' chinese very bad!"
Oswald: "Ya, Not much using Chinese(most of the time speak Cantonese). I think because of my primary school two year form teacher."
Really need to say thank you to my standard 5 & 6 form teacher Wu Fu He. He really a strike teacher. Very scared attend his class yet like him a lot. Cause when the class doing good he really very nice. The last time I saw him is 6 years ago in a tuition center. He really change a lot... look like a business man more then a teacher. Wonder he still having the passion in teaching or not...
November 01

Tomorrow Will Be Bet.....ter

Hehe... Finally, yesterday I got my appointment letter. Tomorrow start work! Yeah!
After I got my appointment letter I inform my boss next month onward. I will no longer work for the company loo.

"Next month!!! Means two days after!"

Too bad! My boss don't let me go! Said I no good! I never promise they I stay wor.. I had sent my resignation letter on July for 2 months notice. September already passed... & had told once I found a job I leave.
Ask me to stay two more weeks so that they have enough time to hire someone! But.....

How ler? Then...!!! Tomorrow where should I go to work? Aiya...

...another interview today & interested hire me too... start work on next year February.
October 20

The Only Hope Coming True

Last two week I had been to an interview for a job...

    General Manager: "What is your ambition?"
    Oswald: "... ... ... I don't know..."
    General Manager: "Why we want to hire you?"
    Oswald: ".....................<{=.................."

I was so disappointed because I don't really answer well on the interview. But I was surprise what they said about me! I been working in video field for one year plus. They told me they not impress for my video portfolio but my multimedia portfolio do. And I need people to guide me. After all the talks they give me a work. To enhance an exiting TV channel office website. Kind of an assignment... but the general manager ask me don't treat it as an assignment. Treat as a work for me to express myself, show my strength...

The first few days keep thinking for the idea & design. Because of still working, I only can start work at night. Some more the coming weekend is my birthday. I work very late every night. The week really tired & stress. I did my best & sent to them.

Two weeks later today. I just decide to call the company...
4.40pm, my mobile phone rings....When I saw the incoming number is start from 7. I was so exciting to answer but recently my phone something wrong I can't manage to answer it. Damn..! I standing in front of the window, looking at outside, & holding my phone on my hand. Under my expectation my phone rings again!

"Hi Oswald.......... we are interested to hire you. Will inform you come to collect the appointment letter....."

Oh my god! I really so happy... my mouth just can't stop smiling... but I can't too excited because can't let my colleague know yet!
It's really my biggest & only hope recently. I sure if I tell anyone of my friend "I'm so HAPPY!" sure they will say "why they hire u lar?”

I think this is the first time in my life experience my **birthday wish** come true! muak! muak! muak!...

August 17

429

ONE year TWO months & THREE days... I been worked for that long since i graduated from The One Academy. Feeling I been wasting time through these days. I had hang up my resignation letter. One month more I will be leaving the company. Started compiling portfolio I did for the company. Just realise there's none of a work proud to show... means I have to interview with my The One assignment. The only thing I gain is some experience hopefully it do help me to find a new job.

Resignation is just wanted to change new working environment. Get to know more people & learn more... But suffering for changging job because of the company left only a staff working.. that's me! so is damn busy all days...can't manage to apply leave go interview for new job. But the main problem I got to face is.. where will my new company locate. I have no transportation (there's alot of ppl no transportation working out there....I KNOW!).

Now I staying with friends at PJ. Do I need to move back to my own house? Don't talk about buy a car even a new handphone I also can't manage to save the money for it. No saving in my bank.. I also don't know where my money spend. I did accounting for my expencises every month... check it. All is needed expencises wor.

I really not enjoy what I doing now lar... and what is the enjoyment for me? Somebody told me.. fresh graduate is like that. Five Years.. five years later thing will be get better!... Really meh! It is I lazy leh? Maybe I need a religen... at least know I praying to who. I think I really not enough focus!

I read a article... to make your dream come true is very easy. Dreams just live beside you... you just need to take action make a step. The day dream come true will be not far. After I read the article... I keep thinking & thinking... What's my dream! Haizz....!!!
 
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